I’m having trouble masking my anger and lack of empathy. At the same time, I see spikes in my own patterns of insecurity that she fuels when I am with her.

I am having a hard time transitioning between living as the victim of the abandoned and scared little girl inside me (the resisting part) to being the victor of my circumstance and a present parent that takes care and hears both the little girl inside me as well as my two little boys (the accepting part).

What is your take on moving through it in a conscious and clearing way?

How, besides therapy, can I strengthen myself and my energies on my own?

I am talking about the kind of anger where you want to kill everything - our thoughts, our repression... How long does this anger last?

I’ve recently gone through a series of experiences and losses that have brought forth an inherent anxiety, related to a deep sense of unworthiness.

What am I doing wrong? Why am I overwhelmed with emotions when I should be feeling calm and relaxed?

There are so many unknowns in the equation that it feels paralyzing.

From the time she was born, she never got the respect or love that her siblings received.

I have everyone saying it's dementia, I am just not sure, and these problems are causing major issues in my family, it's a bit of a mess.